You make me want to impregnate my body with words, cells You give me hope, you give me life, sickness overcomes Your eyes are my jewelry, wear around my neck And I’m alone while you’re kissing my chest The feeling slips off my body like water Stare at me until you remember who you really wanted I want to burn me, turn into ash Until I’m a hideous, repulsive, repugnant creature Grab me, rob me Seize me, abandon me You’re talking to me like I’m living, like I’m not just the shell that she left To rid the world of the hate she claims she has for me I’m begging her to love me, want me, kiss me, miss me Your lips press together in a solemn frown You watch the street fights, the girls as a prize You’re almost like me, empty and painted with addiction I want to ruin the one thing you love me for To make you realize I’m fucking repulsive I plead, I beg I wonder, I ask You hate me don’t you? My skin and bones You beg for it, bet on it “Relax”, you say It’s not that easy You undress the girl you wanted I’m motionless, you’re in my head My body is broken, mangled, decaying I’m dead in the ground, you push yourself in