SWALLOWTAIL. Fell in love with a good girl With self-respect and nice eyes Feel her hands holding mine Twenty lines around mine People call me all kinds of things Just because I exist But I’m just a girl And I yearn for something I never got to hold And I miss her And I cry Still tears Am I allowed to feel safe? Am I allowed to be okay? When I’m not on your stage, I’m a world full of pain I’m a broken angel And you said I was your favorite But the actions were so different And you’re longing for a body of a girl who’s so pretty Someone selling herself Do you see now? I tried And I’m still alive I’ve tried all this time