SUEDE SKIN. What’ll keep you sane, asks my therapist and mother The medications aren’t enough, too thin to keep Watching cartoons dose themselves with methamphetamine Innocent? No, not at all, I’m the guiltiest one alive He’s toe to toe with his ex girlfriend at night The more I become a girl, the less male I feel Do you like my suede skin? It comes with lies and broken bones Oh, they tell me I’m good, they don’t know me at all Man, I’m sick and tired of it all Oh, do you like my suede skin? With it’s lies and broken promises Oh, they tell me I’m good, they don’t know me at all Man, I’m sick and tired of playing the game There’s a thick layer of skin No heart left to steal You think I’m in love, I don’t know if it’s real You’ll find it pointless, I just want to make you happy You will understand I’m not a victim, just crazy, insane You know me, I’m so lonely There’s fights that make me want to tear myself up You know I’m crazy, insane Jesus is who they pray to, he won’t save me Do you think I’m winning this game? With the statistic challenging my 8 year-old dream Oh, do you think I’m happy as I am? Man, you don’t know me, don’t know me, kiss me, kill me So repetitive, I love you, I hate you, nevermind I will give up, confine, if it’ll make you mine You got what you wanted Is this what you want? Did I make you happy? Are you proud? Are you proud, are you proud of me? You hate me? I hate me I wear your shirt Driving wherever you want me I will talk, help, obey, starve, as long as you want me I think one day I will die, they’ll call me ran-through I’m a “slut”, I’m a “whore”, but none of this is for you I didn’t want to be like this, do you understand me? Do you know what’s wrong with me? Cause I do, I do Who will understand this? Who will understand me? Do you want this mess you unlocked with a rusty key? Do you want me? Do you want me? Do you want me? Do you want me?