amarillo I’ve been taking pills I’ve been sleeping in You were easy on the eyes I want you at my bedside Out of pain to give away Take a piece or two, please I watch the weather change I see my skin, desolate man But I know I’m not special Just a few days left to go God, please just take me away from here I’ve seen the darkness too No more waiting for you I let my breath go, doesn’t do shit underneath his covers And you talk to me with your saged, swollen lips, you’re heaven In a world so vast and destructive, call me toxic Can’t keep your mind off of mine Keep your hands off my body Keep my words, say you’re sorry You look so guilty at night I’m ready for the kiss that kills I’ve been waiting all my life You feel so paralyzed You’ve been romanticized If only you knew We were tangled up at night But you drag your words out into the light But I’m watching it from afar Talk about how love is war Love to hate someone else’s skin Open fire on my beating heart Say you’re so miserable I’ve been waiting to let you know