skulls Bare chest close to your skin Pretending I’m okay again Watching your texts back to her Suck to feel like your love is real Older by a month, an alcoholic Starting fires you could never put out He’s the shadows haunting me So I just can’t escape Mother-to-be, the baby would kill me Some rotten flesh decays in the toilet I’m dead, it’s successful, I guess You don’t care at all We kiss again, God just let me have this You can’t ease my fear Who will save me when I’m riding his vengeance? Touch the parts I despise I’m your broken doll, I know you’ll fall out Who is strong enough? Am I stronger? You’ll just play along If I open up, break down, would you hold me? From my hip battle scars, making them sick Older in your heart and soul, the tides Whiter than my baptism gown, innocence He’s not my savior, can you save me? So I can feel complete You love my kindness, not the real me Does your dad know about my nature? He would hate the way I’m scared of you You’re already warped, my divinity If I were to beg, would that change everything? You know I’m not stupid Who could touch me and not make me flinch? Touch the only thing you see I’m something unreal, terrified of my hands Who do you think you are? You’re still terrifying, help me out If I hate myself, would I be just my mind? From the depths of hell, killing me innocently You were wrong I promise I know it